最後的缺陷

序︰六月十五號,這一天是我們中五年級的畢業日,白
天是畢業典禮,夜晚是畢業聚餐。很多同學都很期待著這一天的來臨,過了這一天,我們就完成了我們高中的生活,這一天,也是高中生活成績的見證。白天的畢業禮十分成功,雖然是第一次新嘗試,但夜晚的畢業聚餐缺是十分失敗,雖然舉行過很多次。就當晚的感覺在這裡作一記。

幾個星期前就傳出畢業聚餐的地點了,同學們議論
紛紛,也許是因為這是重要的日子吧﹗有同學說是在某酒家里舉行,開始聽這個名字不覺得奇怪,再想一想就驚訝了,這次場地是酒家,不是酒店。在我的經驗中,雖然只差那一個字,但聚會的場面相差是很大的,最起碼的氣氛就不同了。雖然很多人反對,有些人覺得物不所值,但是最終還是決定在〞麗苑海鮮酒家〞。雖然場地讓人失望,但我也抱著一份奇蹟的心理,希望當晚有一個美好的回憶。

不過這個奇蹟沒有出現。回想當晚,我只能用失望來形容。一進酒家大門,我已經見到有其他人在吃晚飯,這說明我們不可以盡情的慶祝,因為〞別人不懂我們的心〞﹗一個班四十多人,但只有三張半台,十幾個人就那樣擠著左。為什麼要省那半張呢?假如用四張,自己班的同學就可以和自己班的同學一起坐,大家就不用擠著坐,那不是開心點嗎?才四個班,每班多半張,只多那兩張台而已。聚會一開始,我們收到是噪音污染,一個喇叭對著我們,不聽的叫人安靜。聚會中叫人安靜,我還是第一次見到,我去過的聚會,就算人們多麼投入去聊天,只要氣氛一改變,就馬上停止,那麼大聲去叫停,叫就坐,為什麼不省氣點,改變一下燈光,燈光一暗,人們自然會向亮處望去。一晚,我只看到主持人在台上講,同學們在台下聊,拍照,那麼這些主持人要不要都是一樣。

沒人理會主持人,這也引發連鎖效應。主持人節目不能按時完成,自然廚房里的菜也不能上,不過廚師不知道外面在幹什麼,他們知道的就是做菜,菜做好不能上,只能擺著。到了上菜,自然色香味全跑掉。所以當晚的菜難吃是理所當然的。說到色字,其實當晚的菜本身就沒有,我的感覺,那菜的色和外面大排檔的是一類的。

或許主持的人心中有數,知道沒人理會,所以就利用人們愛物之心,大派禮物,進行抽獎送禮。效果如何?既然是送錢,果當有效果,吸引了部份人的注意,不過還是死氣沉沉的樣,台上台下還是隔著一條河。抽到獎的同學是高興,但也是一時的,那些禮物,很多都是小孩玩具,不知道買禮物的人是不是中五的同學,畢業不是代表的人的成長嗎?為何還送些禮物讓人回到童年﹗?難到你想人回去重讀?說那些禮物沒用,那到不是,由於台上無聊,菜又遲遲不出,抽到的禮物也是暫是解悶的方法,有相機的,沒相機的還是在周圍跑來跑去。一晚,我那一台想盡方法活躍氣氛,敬酒,玩遊戲,最後還叫了toby上台演講,雖然是臨時想辦法,但效果不會比那大派禮物差。起碼大家都有聽toby如何扮演各位老師的風格。我也見到老師們開懷的笑。這一幕是這一晚最精彩的。

晚會即將結束,原來每位畢業生都有一份禮物,就是鑰匙扣,這份禮物好像平平無奇,但價值絕非市面之價。每個同學手中的那木頭可以砌成A,B,C,D,上面還有同學的名字,挂上個圈子就是一件禮物,感覺就像〞水貨〞。我不明白為什麼要寫上名字,而且有些連名字也寫錯。為何不弄個拼圖呢,把自己那個人頭帶走,以後拼起來不是更好嗎?比起一個無聊的圖案,這個不是更加有意義嗎?

晚會結束了,我們無聊了一個晚上,原本想去外面開心一下,不過看看時間已經是最後一列火車,我只好抱著一個空肚子回家吃飯。

後記︰假如你有機會策劃一次活動,希望你能在上面吸取一些經驗或教訓。身為策劃人,應該對自身的任務負責,盡責。很多事,考慮的不單只是你的任務,而且還要考慮他人的感受,外界的環境,假如只順其自己意愿,不理他人,那麼你的任務終會是失敗,自己,他人都會感到遺憾﹗

Finished HKCEE

It rains all the day! But i do not take my umbrella. study oral book. It seem i have known all the think . but i can’t speak fluency .I am waiting for tony , vick .steven ,kau xue and cathy to practice oral . They are late except steven. :'( , Why they can’t arrive on time?

In the fternoon ,It still rain. rain in torrents. I want to sleep! but i can’t fall asleep. i am afraid of the Exam. I go to la sha with Captain ,we are in the same room. but she is the first group .i am the last group . i was very sorry that she was waiting me for long time .

there were there examiners. one is foreigner ,but he look so kind . i feel my role play is good,i get all the answer. use three kinds of answers. discusstion i don’t feel is good ,because i have a little atwitter, i can’t speak fluency .and other two students ,one did not want to speak! he was so quite! one repeat my answer! i was very surprise! no one is good! but i think it is easy to pass!

i have finished all my HKCEE, I can do something i would like to do now! i will update my BBS.

Oral Exam tomorrow

today i go to school . actually i want to ask Miss sune to teach my oral .but she was so tried . i found she fall a sleep at teacher desk. Oh! she was so tried ! she need a break.she is a good teacher! She get up suddenly, she ask me to call the classmates to go back to school to practice oral. she alway takes care of us! thank you very much! every one must cherish this love and care!

but she is no time to dp a oral practice with me . Form 4 have a Oral exam this day. tomorrow is my oral exam . i just tell myself to do my best! good luck!:)

joke

computer play a joke with me! i waste 1day! so angry! I help sue check her computer , when i reach her home ,i found the computer was no woking,and the compute could not scan the harddisk.There are two harddisk ,one is new,another is old.I think the old one may be out of woking . So i remove it, and set the new one to master. then , i install windows xp system, but i my xp disc was broken, Oh~~ too bad! so i install windows 2000 system. but when finished it. new problem came!The computer miss the new harddisk! Is it broken? i was afraid of that. then i remove the new one, install the old one , it worked! Oh!No! is it a good news? may be the new one have something wrong . so i take it bake to home to test it .but it was natural……..

I think of most of thing.may be the problem come from the jumper! i set the jumper again. they were working ……,but ,the system have many wrong there. i think i will install the new system again when i was free!

this computer alway play a joke with me!angrying!!!!!!!!!!!

Obsolescent Life

since the summer holiday ,my life becomes down and out. How can i do? i asked myself, what am i going to do? working? study? play all the day? No! I think i must have a plane . I need a job ,i need a natural life.

I have never to study English for a long time.I want to improve it ,but ability not equal to my ambition. I must change myself, i must pluck up, in the face of handicap, i should solve it .don’t be afraid! i have my dream ,i have power, no one can stop me.

job is important ,but study is important too, i must study English in this summer holiday! if not ,i will fall!

搞笑,被人傳我鐘意黃海琳

還以為這裡沒人來,看到一個私人加密文章,而且用rita作為題目,有些人就在胡思亂想……..同學們很關心我,都打電話來問我密碼,嗯~有些事,我自己知道,謝謝你們的好意,不過密碼我是不會給的:),除非她本人同意.那只是幾張照片而已,我覺得應該有私人的空間吧,不必什麼事都報告吧。

伽︰〞副,有人話你鐘意黃海琳?係唔係〞

我〞邊個講?

伽︰〞你好多fd都甘講﹗係唔係啊?〞

我︰〞未想過衣個問題〞

伽︰〞我覺得你唔好去鐘意佢,冇可能的事﹗〞

我︰〞哦。〞

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這個問題怎麼答,我最怕就是這樣的問題,因為我擔心我的朋友受到傷害。我覺得rita是一個天真而純潔的女孩(啊魚也是),大家不應該去污染她的名譽和她的心靈,最近她也在煩她的學業問題。有時,大家講話或問問題時應該多想想,不要被一些無聊思想所影響,把的事當作不尋常的。

送女孩子回家,這正常吧,去問問我的朋友,這個問題很快可以解答。送人回家,我考慮的只有我朋友的人生安全,同時,在我回家路上,我也不會感到寂寞,而且會有更多歡樂。不懂,找個人送她回家就知道了。別人對你的認識也會加深。

幫助別人,假如一般的人,助人為樂是一件好事,但人的思想很有意思,有些人認為,經常去幫助某一個就表示對她有意思。這不是連續劇的情節嗎?不要這麼土吧,幫助一個人是很正常的事,阿婆,你說對不對。我覺得幫助我的同學,我自己會十分開心,同時,我能更了解我的同學。

這些話是廢話啊,本來我不想說的~~﹗古語說清者自清。其實,你想要了解一個朋友,不僅是去了解她身邊發生的事,而且還要了解她的性格,為何知己最能體諒自己,因為知己了解自己的性格,想問題時,他都會加入性格去考慮。

想起大陸時為什麼沒人問這問題,或許因為大家都時純潔而天真的,大家都是朋友,早把男女感情拋於腦後。

其實我讀香島以來,也被人傳過,例如讀中四 時,我被人傳我喜歡koey,這個我知道是誰在傳,因為我看到那些人的眼神。有同學問我︰〞啊副,聽說你喜歡你班里的某個同學〞我想了就回答了,而且答中了,中四時我對這些問題很反感,我知道有人會說這話,因為平時我很注意身邊的人,這是一個領導訓練班的導師教的。很多問題都在我想像中內,所以有時想起來覺得很無聊,中四反感,中五無所謂,因為香港雜誌早以習慣,多一個像我這樣的無名小子,沒有影響,只是耳朵多了一些垃圾而已。

被人傳就傳吧,被人傳,說明有些人對自己的了解不夠,應該加把勁讓他人多了解自己。

(傳時要多點驗證,這是信息社會所需要的)